today.. ?

     TODAY I will face life
     with the conviction that this day
     will not return.

snipped that from a poem. i'm not sure what the title is nor the author (too bad). sounds nice, doncha think? all positive, all motivated.. but today, i find it tough to be all positive, upbeat, cheery. not necessarily it means i'm at the other extreme (i.e. unmotivated, negative, depressed). nope, just simply unenthusiastic and bored. ugh!!

wish there's a quick fix to this. maybe a happy potion that will switch my mood only by taking a single drop.. let me know if you know where i can find such.. (^_^)